"hospitals are weird"
everything is abbrv. as in the shortened version of the actual word.
mmmhmmm yes.
i can't believe they dont block myspace or livejournal.
im having a test.
then another.
my organs are swollen and im supposed to be dead.

my mother is telling me its my lack of food intake.
well sorry no one informed vodka and cigarettes were not a food group.
iron ivs and needles til i die.
maybe sooner than i thought.


on another note
new hair .... i need it.

its funny how easily things come to me. i'll admit i take them for granted most of the time. im working on that though. scary thing is i could lose everything just as easily. even scarier thing, my parents would just buy everything back.

is it really almost christmas?